Sitting in my darkness
not wanting to emerge
wishing things were different 
instead I'm on the verge
Fighting through this darkness
searching for some light
wondering what each day will bring
which battle will I fight
wanting to survive the stage
I wake to everyday
Facing it with courage 
instead of just dismay
my mind is never stable
it goes from up to down
holding on while trying to fight 
the mental disorder found
I give myself to him above 
with trust he knows whats right
he gave my life a purpose for 
that I have to fight
With him I know I'll find the peace
I've searched fo all my life
the flame inside he has relit
and now its burning bright