My battle Within

Sitting in my darkness not wanting to emerge wishing things were different instead I'm on the verge Fighting through this darkness searching for some light wondering what each day will bring which battle will I fight wanting to survive the stage I wake to everyday Facing it with courage instead of just dismay my mind is never stable it goes from up to down holding on while trying to fight the mental disorder found I give myself to him above with trust he knows whats right he gave my life a purpose for that I have to fight With him I know I'll find the peace I've searched fo all my life the flame inside he has relit and now its burning bright