the girl I once adored

By Loneliness is condescending •
Girl sits lone under willow tree
Eyes alight with the dream of another lie
Playing games with shyness as a cover
Wanting only to be loved
Hides away in fantasy
Lying every night about her love
She once was beautiful with lighted eyes
With out her shame
A golden soul turned to black
And nothing to bring it back
My heart will beat again