Torment

i wont let you cause me teh pain from which i try to disdain. i wont let my heart beat for you i'd kill myself before i let you torment me more. mark my words, i have a mission now and it's to destroy all fond memories of us together if possible only i'd jhave the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind i'd wipe you out fuck you. FUCK YOU you stupid bitch. you stole my life and took my words, left me here marking myself with some stupid dull knife. i wont stand for this. i wont have you ruin me further than i have already ruined myself. fuck you. FUCK YOU get out of my mind, get off the back shelf. i want nothing of you. i wanmt nothing of us. i want this all to fucking go away im sick of your shit. i wont let you torment me another day. you think im joking? go ahead and provoke. i'd rather die than have you whipping thoughts around in my head. i'd kill myself before i gave you the chance. fuck you. go the fuck away. why must you pollute my everyday? i want to forget. i want you gone. go on, get! leave me to my grave and i've left you to yours. it's over. get lost, grow the fuck up. i hate you you stupid bitch dont you get that? are you so desperate for fucking attention you'd stoop so low and make me remind myself of how i felt for you? guess what girl. i dont fucking care. i dont. i wont. i cant. leave me teh fuck alone you're dead you hear? DEAD. fuck off, get the hell out of my head. i take back everything all of it anything i possibly said. i wish i hadn't i wish i didnt, it's too late. god fuck all just take your fate and get the hell out of my life. xox Ellie J