Shadows swooping,
I'm falling faster.
I'm losing hope.
No longer do I cry out loud
He'll save me though
I know he'll reach out
grab my hand before I get too far
I'm worried though
he's there and smiling 
blind to this descent
I'm crying now,
inside of me
I cant be reached
The other knew I was falling
and tried to take my hand
I pushed and fough
Not wanting help
Too proud and selfish
Not wanting him to see my hurt
I loved him too much