Failure

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By F@LLeN_@NgEL •

I'm going to fail this, And God, i'm so scared, Cos then i'll know, I really have failed. I'm a failure anyway, Even without the exam, A waste of space, losing this race, A failure is just who I am. I put on an act, Like I don't care, But the truth is, inside, I'm really scared. These tablets take away, The person I am, But how am I supposed to cope? When i'm trying the best I can. I'm just a failure, At everythin i've tried, Every last part of me, Has withered away and died. Anger fuelling frustration, Frustration fuelling tears, Tears fuelling depression, Depression fuelling fears. I'm pathetic, I know that, I'm nothing but a waste, Of life, time and energy, Not to mention a waste of space. How can anyone love me? When I am this person here? I'm stupid and ugly, A fucking pain in the arse to be near.

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November 30, 2005 20:47pain never stops

hunni u aint pathetic, your still standin so some part of u is bein strong, jst try yur best to keep copin and one day it will become an end!!! it wont fully end the memories will still lie there but some of the pain inside will fade alittle and u will have the strength again!!! stay strong!! i know that u can!!! jst try yur best..... i will always love u hunni i wont stop im jst givin u time.... i needed to be alone for awhile or i would really have hurt u's theres things i cnt explain but if i kept on talkin to u's i would have hurt u more... hunni your not pathetic yur special in your own ways thats y i love u.... i take u the way u r wouldnt want u to change.... be strong!!! xxxx

December 1, 2005 19:08Debz ~~ lost amoungst the pages of a story yet to be told ~~

I would never in the time i i have known you ever think you were ugly or stupid or a pain in the arse in fact you mean the opposites to them for me your intelligent beautiful and someone i love to be around! This is such a meaningful and emotional poem i loved the linesAnger fuelling frustration,
Frustration fuelling tears,
Tears fuelling depression,
Depression fuelling fears. That sums up how it begins and ends fantastic work hunni remember who you really are someone special to everyone who knows you! love you always more and more each day Debbie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx