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its such a pointless word for all purpose farewell
i cannot say if it will but i know it might
if not well, that will just be simply ok?

I should say something but i cannot spit it out
So now will i die not knowing if i was the cause
Do i care no i cannot ive gone numb eating lies

Depression is evil they say we should avoid
Avoid, to do what? To smile a fake smile?
Should we run to paranoia to find fake joys
I wish that i or someone could find the cure

The hammer pounds the nails sealing the death
death death up on a cross and high for all to see

It is for me to say if you will stay or if you'll run away?
I wish it were i wish it weren't im glad and im very sad
What happened to all your friends? Four sit at foot
I cannot bare to think of my own foolishness
To run when i should have stood to sleep when i should pray

i cannot say it cannot mutter cannot stammer out the words
as i see the blood drip out i wonder
Are you really coming back do you really want to save me?
thrusting the spear into your side i decide your dead
Muscles grow week my hands feel limp what have we done?

The blood upon my hands its awful stench dominates all
Pain i know you felt grips my heat like ice
Goodbye? what a stupid foolish utterance MY GOD HES DEAD
Falling i throw away the lots the foolishness ive lived 
Shall i die now to follow a dead man to his tomb?
Can i believe in the man ive killed can i know him?

Daily life turns from past to present things have changed
My friends write me off as a freak the taverns last in mind
All desire gone limp all love gone stale who was that man?
The words he muttered...finished? indeed he was finished...


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