yeh i pushed you 
but i had my reasons
yeh i have changed
just like the seasons

there was something lurking about
that i had to keep inside
i didnt want to hurt
so i kept it inside!

hunni i know that your here
but i cant talk
so i turned around
and just kept a walk!

i know that your here
and you will always be
but hunni you got to open
up those eyes and see

you had your own stuff
i didnt want to get in the way
you have to help yoursef
so i kept it at bay

i cant keep relyin on you
cos maybe one day i wont have
so i'll keep swimming
in my own bloody bath

how do you expect everyone 
to know whats wrong?
when you tell them they dont
know you and havent all along?

how can thay know you 
if you dont let them in
that being you friend
is some kind of sin

i love you hunni
and i always will
so keep being strong
cos i know you still!