I told you I loved you
I meant it, 
I didn’t ever want to leave you
I meant it
I cant believe you swear at me
And make me cry
When you do
I really want to die!!
I hate how these tears
Continue to fall
I hate how I cant give you up
Or forget you at all
I don’t want to cry anymore
I wish I was happy
Wish I found the right door
You spoke to me so bad 
Now I’m a fool
Because of what I ever had
I believed you could love me
I gave it all up for you
Now I want to slice
But its not what I should do
I cant even cope
Because you wont phone me back
I couldn’t cope
Strength is something I now lack
I hate you
For all you put me through
I love you
For asking me to marry you
What can we do to fix it?
No matter what happens
We’re still in deep shit.

Deep shit
Shit of the deep
What can I do??
I cant even sleep!!
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOUR FOOTBALL TOO
FUCK JULIE
FUCK EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
I DIDN’T LIE TO YOU
I DIDN’T EVEN SPEAK
YOU DIDN’T GIVE ME A CHANCE
YOU FUCKING GEEK.


(angry, spur of the moment)