The hit before the fight (2)

Have you ever been hit By every feeling at once? Left mad enough to kill And sad enough for tears. Feeling that no-one Understands you, And not caring Whether or not you get caught- Just wanting to deal with The person in front of you right now… At the same time knowing So much of your anger Is not their fault But it will make you feel better At least for the moment to take it out on them Pain healing pain, And by this point You know how the movie will end But still you play the starring role With all your friends Hyping you up even more Instead of doing what a friend should And hold you back… And I just thought I had to make At least 1 poem about what hits someone Before the start of a fight.