the beginning of the end

(written by my mom 20 years ago so i wouldn't smoke, it worked:)) hey, little girl, hey, little boy come on and try my brand of joy what? did someone say i'd hurt u? now, don't believe a word come real close so u can see that's TOTALLY absurd touch my body tenderly feel the firmness there kiss me with your baby lips and show me that u care HUH! don't say that u don't like me don't say i make u ill keep trying to get used to me and very soon u will shhhh, no don't tell mom about we don't want her to know she would never understand how u set me all aglo there, now i've got u! and i'll be your one true friend isn't it so nice to know i'll be with u till the end? now that u belong to me don't plan too far ahead cuz if i have my way with u you'll very soon be dead oh! stop complaining of that cough and that pain in your chest and that u find your breath is short and your health is not the best u made your choice away back when and now you're stuck with me and u CAN"T quit anytime u want just try and u will see even now as u breath your last and your lungs scream out for air though u know that i am killing u u still want me to be there so! now your life is over and it was really quite a joke when i said i wouldn't hurt u and convinced u, u should SMOKE. by Joan Kirby july 13 1987