"Its never going to end till it does"

I know your taking it, please dont try to fake it! its hidden behind the sofa, underneath your bed. in amoungst the washing, and outside in the leaves. Why do you want to die and leave me here alone. i miss you from before, i thought id lost you too! im your little girl, the one you used to read too, the one you made watch old movies, the one you let sit up the front of the bus! when did you dissapear, i watched them breath for you, i really thought it was the end but you got a third chance. It wasnt enough to stop you i know you cnat help loving it, i understand your pain. i just dont want to go through that again. but now i know the truth, you will never stop for me or even the woman you say you love. i know this isnt going to end till it does for the last time. and then i will have to say goodbye to you aswell for the last and final time!