Your mouth is tellin me a story
you say your tellin the truth
but your eyes are saying different
and my emotions are flying through the roof
I cant bear to look at you
because i know that if i do
i will walk towards you and hug you
and i dont wanna say its ok 
because i dont wanna go through it for another day
The suffering and pain isnt worth it
so why havent i left?
because i cant, i cant leave you
because i know that if i do 
there wil never be a tomorow
because without you my future isnt here
but all i feel is pain when your near
there will never be a yesterday
because of the music that you play
it sings out the memories that i hold
keep those lies that we both told
my whole life i have kept secrets
And now its jhust a routine
because i dont know what is real and what isnt.
I dont want to know either
because if i did i would more than likely just cry
and i bet you would just walk away and leave me
i tell you that it wil be ok
but i guess you dont beleive me
but thats ok cos i dont really beleive you
All the things i ever said
are all just being thrown out of the window
because i just didnt know

and i cant bare to look at you because i know that if i do
i will die...

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