Alone again, I sit and stare...
Lost in a world I'm unable to share
You are not with me when you are away
Sometimes you're not when you're with me anyway
This bitter fear, this empty void,
can not be surpressed or simply distroyed
Too drained to cry, too tired to sleep
Too lonely to call you, too giving to keep
This house is not home, this room is not mine
These people don't want me, I'm not blind
I close my eyes to see you there...
pointing your finger with an evil stare
"I don't like who you are" your eyes say
"You're this burden I can't chase away."
Maybe you think that isn't true,
that I shouldn't think that way of you
But you're always fighting and telling me I'm stupid
And maybe I am but it hasn't been proven
I feel like a stranger in my own life
So lonely and scared and all that strife
I want to tell you but I'm too scared
You wouldn't understand even if you cared
I can't explain what it's like to be me
No friends, no family... only you, you see.