lost and alone in a world of cruel fates
getting ready one night with death as her date
hours getting ready with every thought of leaving
hate for family and friends started her seething
hours that were spent ruined by the tears
that fell so fast guiding her fears
a knife and a bottle by her side
limbo was her fate and they were helping her along the ride
one by one the cuts were made 
into her arm she made various shapes
pills got popped one by one 
but the pain in her life was finally done
blood trickled down to the floor below
the fate of herself no one would know
she was the happy one who always had a joke
no one in her life knew it was a hoax
tears kept streaming mixing with the blood
the pain in her life causing this flood
falling to the ground with such a noise
no longer was she the girl with grace or poise
parents run up the stairs to find their little girl gone
the one full of laughter always having fun
her soul flies up into limbo 
judging that began would be so simple
how could a girl that took her on life
be aloud into heaven without a strife
we know her life story and we know her heart
she doesn't deserve heaven she hasn't done her part
so down she sinks to the depths of hell
alone with herself she shall dwell
just one more prayer to be let go
she wanted the pain to end why can't they know
for she does have a heart that was made cold
by people all around and the lies they told
a best friend who hated her for what she was
and a boyfriend who never loved her was the cause
in hell all alone is not what she hoped
or those pills and that knife she wouldn't use to cope
soul burning forever and eternity
heaven is no longer there for serenity
hoping for an escape when she took her own life
only led her to more pain and more strife
and she screams out loud for the thing she wants
she needs them to know she has a heart to flaunt
"oh take me to heaven where there are angels around
or put me on my feet back onto the ground
give me my halo and wings that i so need
if i knew it was true i would not have made my arms bleed
give me the second chance you have in your hearts
please do this for me i'll do my part"
but alas the poor girls wish never came true
she spent eternity down in a hell so cruel
still she dwells with tears alone
if you listen closely you can hear her wails drone