Mistakes Of Suicide

lost and alone in a world of cruel fates getting ready one night with death as her date hours getting ready with every thought of leaving hate for family and friends started her seething hours that were spent ruined by the tears that fell so fast guiding her fears a knife and a bottle by her side limbo was her fate and they were helping her along the ride one by one the cuts were made into her arm she made various shapes pills got popped one by one but the pain in her life was finally done blood trickled down to the floor below the fate of herself no one would know she was the happy one who always had a joke no one in her life knew it was a hoax tears kept streaming mixing with the blood the pain in her life causing this flood falling to the ground with such a noise no longer was she the girl with grace or poise parents run up the stairs to find their little girl gone the one full of laughter always having fun her soul flies up into limbo judging that began would be so simple how could a girl that took her on life be aloud into heaven without a strife we know her life story and we know her heart she doesn't deserve heaven she hasn't done her part so down she sinks to the depths of hell alone with herself she shall dwell just one more prayer to be let go she wanted the pain to end why can't they know for she does have a heart that was made cold by people all around and the lies they told a best friend who hated her for what she was and a boyfriend who never loved her was the cause in hell all alone is not what she hoped or those pills and that knife she wouldn't use to cope soul burning forever and eternity heaven is no longer there for serenity hoping for an escape when she took her own life only led her to more pain and more strife and she screams out loud for the thing she wants she needs them to know she has a heart to flaunt "oh take me to heaven where there are angels around or put me on my feet back onto the ground give me my halo and wings that i so need if i knew it was true i would not have made my arms bleed give me the second chance you have in your hearts please do this for me i'll do my part" but alas the poor girls wish never came true she spent eternity down in a hell so cruel still she dwells with tears alone if you listen closely you can hear her wails drone