Wishing

Wishing, hoping, praying, screaming. Begging pleading running, bleeding. Nothing, noone, not even you, can change the pain im going through Hugging my knees i sit on the field Hoping he'll come back and love me still I hear a voice but its not him I hear my voice and its crying He's not here HE'S NOT EVEN TRYING Wishing, screaming, praying, playing Nothing, something, everything i have ever felt just an out the window, all this pain, all this rain, for nothing, noone, not again Wishing, screaming, paraying bleeding, nothings changing he's just sat there rearanging the pattern of my heart he wasnt like this at the start im praying and begging someone to hear me because he hurts me when he's near me he doesnt have to say a word cos its those words that i heard that have kept me scared for life ... © copyright, RYDER CB X