Wishing, hoping, praying, screaming. Begging pleading
running, bleeding.
Nothing, noone, not even you, can change the pain im going
through
Hugging my knees i sit on the field
Hoping he'll come back and love me still
I hear a voice but its not him
I hear my voice and its crying 
He's not here
HE'S NOT EVEN TRYING
Wishing, screaming, praying, playing
Nothing, something, everything i have ever felt
just an out the window, all this pain, all this rain, for
nothing, noone, not again
Wishing, screaming, paraying bleeding, nothings changing
he's just sat there rearanging the pattern of my heart 
he wasnt like this at the start
im praying and begging someone to hear me
because he hurts me when he's near me
he doesnt have to say a word
cos its those words that i heard 
that have kept me scared for life ... 



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