I'm Such A Good Liar

I wish it was you I could smell in my hair, and not him. When I take my clothes off and feel scared, I wish it was you with me like old times, and not him. The fact is simply that I am dying to hold you, and not him. When you speak to me now, I love only that, and not him. Why didn't you tell me you loved me, and not him. I would give anything to be best friends with you again, and not him. I'll still keep you as a muse, and not him. When I dream at night, it will be of you, and not him. If I cry over love, it will be for you, always, and not him. In truth, I could only ever love you forever, and not him. [12.30.05]