Confessing a hiden heart

By lost the lonely dead •
I walk in this realm friendless
Misery and bitterness annoy me with their presence
Lost in this cold confinement, my lungs are tight
Can I still breathe freely?
My heart begins to scold me
I fall face down. I am worthless
Betraying you with every breath
Repair the scars I open daily
Crying deeply within dreading each day
Security defies gravity and floats
Let me go home tonight
Open in plain sight no one sees beyond me
Clothing myself with black hiding secrets
Crying out to the open sky "Take me back"
On my knees I beg for real forgiveness
I'm sorry…why’d I run so far away
Make me whole again make me free again
(this was inspired by "A Confessing Heart" written by Loneliness is Condesending.)