One stupid kiss.

I used to have sunshine, Now all I have is rain, And I just know that you, Are fucking around again, I could have got out, I could have been with someone new, Someone who is better, Better than you! But I stayed because I am. Naïve and dumb, And I honestly believed, That you could be the one, Thinking we would always be together, Fuck, how stupid am I? Believing in forever, Blind to the goodbye, Me with my heart so, Tattered and frayed, It was almost fixed, But I sent the healer away, That is something I’ll never get back, And you can never give to me, A chance at freedom, But your chains are all I see, I thought it was right to be with you, But I’m getting déjà vu, I know I’ve been here before, Looking up at you, Screaming on the floor, I know I’ll never get past this, And all because of, One stupid kiss, You think it’s ok, To keep me blind, While I string along, You treat me unkind, How can it be right that I spent months healing, What you tore apart, And then one stupid kiss, And you’re back in this heart, You have a hold on me, I cant ever break free, That is so sad, Because I deserve better than what I’ve had! You haven’t even once asked, How I feel about my cousin’s death inside, I lie here dying, With cuts I must hide, You ask if I need to talk, And if I do you talk over me, About football or wrestling, Or what to watch on TV, I say I need help and you’re too busy, Meanwhile I’ve lost so much blood, I become dizzy, Life was never meant to be like this, And all because of, One stupid kiss!!!