The best isnt good enough

The best isnt good enough the pain kilers not strong enough to remove the pain u have left me here with u promised me forever, when forever u couldnt give and now im sat thinking, "who was i trying to kid" Because the best.. just isnt good enough the best doctors cant even help you now if the best doctors cant save people what hope do we have And now i realise, that not even I can bring u back The best isnt good enough because my best friend cant help me, im too far gone now Sinking, being pulled under, into my own, empty world. U promised me that u wud always be there, and now ur gone U left me here all alone, and all i want is u to come back home.. I miss u more than the rest of these people will ever know, they think they know me, but they dont know me, they dont know how i feel, they dont know what im like... they think i keep it real.. I am not real, i am a fake, something that changes to please other people, but i didnt change around u.. with u.. i was me.. If the best isnt good enough, then nobody has any hope, nobody has anything that is good enough... Im not good enough.. nothing is good enough. Life is f**ked up, and theres no hope left.. and its been like this since u left me in this world on my own.. and i found out you couldnt come back home... © copyright, RYDER CB X