Couldn't Be You

the city streets cracked sidewalks wildflowers and broken down rancid sportscars proud now proud now can you say you stay here and would you ever say dear... no no you couldn't you couldn't be true. its a shame that reality always comes along and plays these nasty games. i think sometimes it's time im ready but no you called my bluff world fuck you. i've really pretty much had enough. im going to win i'll take you down i'll beat you i'll beat you down. forgive and forget i have no regrets i learned did i not? look at me now can't you see just how much better a person life has made me? haha, thats joke right yes laugh laugh riot. if anything i've learned is hypocracy and vengance well earned. it was you this whjole time i thought it was me but i was wrong like usual and look whats become our world so numb painstaking labourous days teahing myself to love you getting ready to desert you. did you see it coming i hope you did you couldnt could you blind fool you are so entranced with your drugs and your sex. i didnt see that i didnt evenm have a clue all this time, i thought it was me and never you. well i was wrong it is you. you are the bad. i'll get over it someday fuck you. the love i never had. xoxo Ellie J