I knew that in the end everyone,
Would become someone,
And I would have to live with that,
I pushed everyone away,
That I wanted to keep close,
Spent all my energy hating,
Those I loved the most,
And I don't want to cry tonight,
But it will happen anyway,
And somehow it seems right,
These tears they fall like acid rain,
Another day of misery,
Another heart of pain,
If I pretend that I'm fine,
You all see the lies,
You know I am hiding,
You see death in my eyes,
And I look in the mirror,
And I see the reason I bleed,
I want to blame my past,
But it's acceptance I need,
If I accepted that things just hapen,
And I can't change what I didn't cause,
Life isn't a dress rehearsal,
I don't get to stop or pause,
I just keep on marching at my own rate,
Over the hills of torment,
Becoming who I hate,
But what can I do but scream and shout?
And pretend to love someone,
I know nothing about...