i scream
cry and shout
im crawling on the floor
dragging my knees
begging you please
give me whatever it is i crave.

dont do this to me
theres enough demons in my head already
dont laugh at me
dont fuel my anger for your own sake
i scream again
but you dont seem to hear
sometimes i wonder if you even care.

you're the reason for anger
my hate and my own downfall in the end
i hate hating you
i hate not being able to kill the thought of hating you.
i just hate you.
once again i find myself
dragging my knees on the concrete
scratched, bleeding and torn.

why do you do this?
you make me crazy 
in a vengeful sort of way
you put me in a 
"destroy the world" mood
well let me tell you
i hope you're fucking happy
with the monster you've created within me.

its down to this
when actually i dont know how far down we've fallen
so i guess saying down was senseless
because its left me reasonless
but all i can say about you is that
you make me want to pull my hair out
scratch the evil from my eyes
and rip apart the demon seed inside my mind
get me a drill and i will unscrew you from my mind forever.

finally giving me the well deserved 
peace that i wanted in the first place
but instead you had to deny me what it was
that i deserved in the very end.
guess what?
you lost.
and every now and again
i wonder if i lost something
other than what i myself took.