Understand Why

She never seem to understand why, I never knew why she used to cry. i could see it in her eyes, a barbed wire of broken lies. She’d lock her self away, wishing to die, I could hear the screams and the pain it was like a red storm and Deafening rain I Just wish I had the chance to say bye The time it happened my world collapsed, I didn’t want her but I didn’t want this either. I was so tired and my head was banging, There she was, motionless, hanging! How can I live normally when I no I committed a terrible sin, So I didn’t pull the trigger or push in the knife, but with my words and actions , I destroyed a girls life, Her pain lives on in me But iv Got to pay the fee! She was gone, never to talk again She didn’t have to do it Now every time I think about it I become a wreak I wish I could of said bye before she Broke her own neck!