Expectations

I look in my mirror and what do I see? Do I meet expectations? Am I what I should be? I judge, I am judged and I will always be judged, Self confidence, Almost all drained away, Self esteem, Just enough to get by, Doubts, Infiltrate every day, Feelings, Confused at this time, I look in the mirror and what do I see? Two scared blue eyes, Staring at me, I judge, I am judged and I will always be judged, Love, Fleeting, treasured, rare, Memories, The bad ones I hide, Pain, I've experienced my share, Past, All pushed aside, I'm running from your stare but I'm still standing still, To all those who care - there's a hole you can fill.