I don't think I can do it,
It's just too much.
I don't think I can make it,
It's just too much.

A time to be happy,
yet, that's what I lack.
A joyful spirit,
A smiling face
You will not find in my place

You'd want me to move on
But I don't think I'm that strong
You'd want me to let my tears go
But I refuse to let them flow

I keep thinking that I'll see you
But I know deep down it's not true
No matter how much I aviod it
How much I choose to deny it

I truly miss you

(Dedicated to my Grandad. R.I.P. 2005)

Copyright JEM 2006