Your little soldier

i refuse to shed another tear i promise to be strong go ahead and lean on me i'll keep you from being wronged i'm starting to harden up again to learn to shut it out i'm beginning realize love is not what its about dump your worries and fears i'll keep you safe from harm i'm here to protect you lie safely inside my arms i'm starting to define the word cold Being frigid and heartless in my own defense shutting the world out Cutting off my sense I'm beginning to become strong but in your eyes i'm still weak yet here i am you little soldier fighting for the acceptance i seek battling everyone else's wars trying to prove my strength to you becoming numb in my devotion It's the life i choose now no one can hurt me i am untouchable, invincible against the odds i refuse to let anyone in noone gets past my heartless focode I am your soldier now lean on me i promise to be strong i refuse to cry another tear and keep you from beeing wronged yes i have sacrificed myself but its for the greater good i am among the numb, the living dead but for you i did all i could to prove to you that i am strong that i could too be cold, and not cry to show you i'm a soldier but now i'm stuck in numbness just wishing i could die