Frustration

In this constant bubble of misery going round and round it makes no sense, why won't it leave me? makes me so sad and depressed it frustrates me i don't know what to do is there anything i can do? my heart searches for answers but i never find them it frustrates me i try to do it, i want to be strong but something has got hold of me and drags me back down so i'm back where i was before it frustrates me sometimes i have a really good day most of them are bad though everytime that feeling comes back i feel the same way all over again it frustrates me so much worrying, i can't handle it wanting so much to be better waiting for a day that might never come i have to sit here, things going round in my mind it frustrates me even though i cry, it dosen't make me feel better this depression will never leave me it's inside, eating away at me it's manifested itself there, it will stay and it frustrates me i keep telling myself things will get better in time they will, sure they will but then it comes back once again i feel an overwhelming force, dragging me back down i try to hold on but it's too strong and once again i end up in that pit of misery way down below me it frustrates me Copyright Rebecca Waring