In this constant bubble of misery
going round and round
it makes no sense, why won't it leave me?
makes me so sad and depressed
it frustrates me
i don't know what to do
is there anything i can do?
my heart searches for answers
but i never find them
it frustrates me
i try to do it, i want to be strong
but something has got hold of me
and drags me back down
so i'm back where i was before
it frustrates me
sometimes i have a really good day
most of them are bad though
everytime that feeling comes back
i feel the same way all over again
it frustrates me
so much worrying, i can't handle it
wanting so much to be better
waiting for a day that might never come
i have to sit here, things going round in my mind
it frustrates me
even though i cry, it dosen't make me feel better
this depression will never leave me
it's inside, eating away at me
it's manifested itself there, it will stay
and it frustrates me
i keep telling myself things will get better
in time they will, sure they will
but then it comes back once again
i feel an overwhelming force, dragging me back down
i try to hold on
but it's too strong
and once again i end up in that pit of misery
way down below me
it frustrates me



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