If i ... im sorry

If I cry anymore I swear im gonna be sick All becos of that fat prick If I hurt ne-more I will feel nothing else All because of him and the state he left me in If I run anymore I will turn around and see That everybody has turned his or her backs on me I guess I need to stop running now Im hoping that its not too late to change this pains path To turn it round and throw it back to him IM SORRY for all the time I wasted IM SORRY for all the salty tears I have tasted IM SORRY for all the times I ever cried IM SORRY for all the years I ever tried If i run away will it take away the pain If i run far will it be ok again? And because i no what he can do Because i felt that pain he put me through Im findin it hard to trust u If i turn around to find your gone and i need you would u come back to get me? If i sit down wud u sit beside me? If i wanted to hide away wud u stay n hide me? IM SORRY for all the texts i sent U IM SORRY if i ever said I loved him n not u IM SORRY for all the scars on my arm IM SORRY if i have caused u ne harm If i dream enuf wud my dream come true? All i seem to dream about is me n u If i fall hard enuf, will u catch me b4 i hit the ground? If i tell u i love u wil u always be around? IM SORRY for ever beleivin IM SORRY that iv been left here greiving IM SORRY for never seeing IM SORRY for always being yes, IM SORRY for always being the opposite to what u wanted © copyright, RYDER CB X