Last Christmas.

I know what you’re thinking, And a tear fills my eye, I see what’s in your head, And I am terrified of goodbye, This is our last Christmas, I can see that now, But as strong as I am, I can not face that somehow, I can’t imagine my life, Without you in it, You keep on running, Me? I cant even sit, How can you not be brought down? You run and you hide, But you will never be free, I am right but your side, Keep on denying, And you can keep on telling your lies, But when I hear how you breathe, There is no disguise, You are fading away, You are dying, And I can see it, I can not stop crying, Don’t leave daddy, I need you, You have been the only one, And against all lies, that is true, I want to become someone, But I don’t really care, I just want to make you proud, I’d go anywhere, Here I go, into the scheme, I make it up as I go along, I believe it’s right, But I know it’s all wrong, This is our last Christmas, Why did it end so fast?? That’s the thing about good times, They never ever last!