On my own. Again.

By My_pain_your_thrill •
I feel scared,
I feel alone,
I know I fucked up,
I am on my own,
I pushed away,
I pushed so far,
I am on my own,
I wonder where you are,
Who are you?
I ask all the time,
I wonder why you died,
Why you come to me,
You left me feeling soft,
Giving up,
But I’m still standing.
I’m out of the muck,
But I pull me down,
It’s not your fault,
I am on the ground.