Lost?!

I don't know what's wrong I don't know what's right All I know Is this feeling inside It makes me laugh It makes me cry Bot no matter how hard I try It just won't ever be enough To understand and to know why Why it is even here Or is this feeling just called fear? Can somebody tell me please? Is the reason really that plain? Or is what I'm feeling another pain? Doubts, memories, thoughts... Feelings of guilt You're trying to cover To cover them all Knowing the truth That inside they're built You tell them to go Want them to stop But you know they're always on top On top of your thoughts Confusing and weird They make you get lost. ___________________________________________ Written on Feb. 18th 2005 (This was my first poem ever!)