My Place

shame and anger you make my heart soar but leave my soul sore. the blood i've slipt the tears i've wept the silent joy the high you had me on this is my heaven but you are my hell. who can tell where the next low will come from or how high the next wave will be. you keep me steady hold my hand again your warm embrace it's just another tear running down my face. i need to you to torture me i need you to keep me where i belong. sing once more that sweet siren song beat me blue whatever it is i'd still follow you, dependable. yup. heaven and hell tears and love to swell its a feeling i know all too well. infatuation. curiousity. word. keep my ankles in the jellyfish but my head a float. hold out your hand i'll take refuge on your pirate boat. cannons fire shapnel in my arm razorblades haven't done the harm it's you. by that i mean myself. fuck you. lend me your warm embrace as i gaze painstakingly upon your pretty face. please... keep me in my place. xoxo Ellie J