Boredom Pokes The Eyes.

i feel like my life is passing me by a week of nothing happening it gets to me, and i wonder if i should cry? when nothing is happening, is it appropriate to cry? boredom pokes me in the eyes.. what am i doing?? life is looming.. nothing is very promising.. short-lived and reminising.. something is definitely missing i feel like my life is shifting my life is changing rearranging and all i find i'm feeling about it is contstant hating debating whether or not this is good or not waiting to find out if it's going to get any better or not. what do i want right now? i don't know. but i know it's not what i've got. i thought i would be satisfied with love and pot but i'm quickly seeing that i need more. i need more obviously.. because we are just getting more and more bored. might as well die if this is all that's in store there has got got to be something else out there.. there has got to be something better going on there has got to be something entertaining.. something not so draining... something that's not constantly RAINING on our parade there has got to be something new to say every new day feels like a continuation of the last day everything is so much THE SAME and it's so fucking LAME.