All I want to be is sure,
Want to keep my heart secure,
I reject love to avoid pain,
Maybe I'll never feel again,
I don't want to be hurt,
Don't want to dig up that dirt,
I don't want to be confused,
Be misused, be abused,
It's not always easy being me,
Too afraid I'll lose it completely,
I don't want those thoughts in my mind,
I don't want to prove love is unkind,
I no longer trust my heart,
So how can I let anyone in?
Too many times left in the dark,
Leaving hope in the recycle bin,
The questions sicken me,
Love doesn't leave me sane,
Maybe I'll never love again,
Just cos I'm scared of the pain,
All I want to be is sure,
Want to keep my heart secure.