Step by Step

I'm sick of this feeling, powerless, confused, undeniably in love, unable to stop thinking about you, lost within my thoughts, war between my heart and mind, body screaming, emotions surging, love is difficult, slip away, I'm tired of this feeling, helpless, lonely, unquestionably missing you, unable to stop thinking about you, lost within my misery, war between reality and fantasy, I'm screaming, emotions surging, hatred is difficult, don't come back, I'm ok with this feeling, unloved, independent, unapproachably stubborn, unable to relive the bad memories, war between my happiness and my longing, smothering screams, emotions calming, healing is difficult, I'm over you.