Shadows

i was once lost in the shadows of my mind I feel in this world i have come to find i cant trust you or anyone else sometimes i can't even trust myself i cry black tears of pain and of sorrow wondering if i if and just how hown i can ever last will i make it until tomorrow i feel out of place everywhere i go i am so out of reach with the world in a race against life it's a race against tme a race i've already lost i left myself so far behind lost and confused i ask you now what do i do? someday i will have the courage and bravery rooted deep inside my soul some day i will leave the shadows of my mind i will enter the world i will trust and i'll love i will suddenly come to find that i am beautiful deep n the back thoughts of my mind... in my own way things will get better day by day xoxo Ellie J