they have pills for that
you know right?
i know
i refuse
medication for my mediation?
do you not care
would you rather
i was emo-numb
just lumbering through
the daily actions
thinking i loved you?
pills can't make me better
pills cant save the world
what the fuck is wrong with me
are you the lovesong never heard?
i cling 5to what i have
but i don't want it anymore
why dop i hold out for tomorrow
tomorrow
never really comes.
it's all just one long day for me
and it's just one big joke
to you.
you can have your pills
and your drugs too
i will fight this out
i will do it on my own.
underneath it all
somehere deep inside
i will remember myself
i'll find the girl i hide.
they have pills for that too.
i know.
but i refuse...

xoxo
Ellie J

((wow thats crappy!))