Starry Hours, by Cutie In A Death Cab

i lie awake at starry hours sparkling droplets, dreamy showers falling down and blanketing me it feels so good, it's hard to breathe i think of you, and then i smile this keeps me happy for awhile eyes are windows to the soul and when i look into yours, i feel so whole drenched in overwhelming dreams and warmed by those bright sun beams the icy layer suffocating my heart melts away, and falls apart music notes dance in the air no feeling could ever compare i imagine myself on the stage finally free of this emotional cage i'm left with a satisfaction and a pleasant distraction that keeps me on a cloud so high i begin to wonder why oh why? why did i ever grab for things that only kept me attached to strings? when i could've have this autonomy and never have had to feel guilty i'd like to always remember this when i fall into the abyss i'd like to live my fantasy If only i could be so lucky