I'm Stuck

Looking around trying to find a place Looking at a face I wish I could erase. Tossing and turning every night, Staying awake nights beside him in fright. Out with him is a nightmare all it's own. And I know what time it is when he takes that tone. My kids keep me here and I wish they were grown. And everyday I pray to God that I were gone. He changes personalities and expects me to adjust. He answers my phone calls like he has no trust. I tell him that he hurts me, he replies "I don't give a fuck!" I wish that I could leave him, but I'm unpleasantly stuck. LaLa Curse