Looking around trying to find a place
Looking at a face I wish I could erase.
Tossing and turning every night,
Staying awake nights beside him in fright.
Out with him is a nightmare all it's own.
And I know what time it is when he takes that tone.
My kids keep me here and I wish they were grown.
And everyday I pray to God that I were gone.
He changes personalities and expects me to adjust.
He answers my phone calls like he has no trust.
I tell him that he hurts me, he replies "I don't give a
fuck!"
I wish that I could leave him, but I'm unpleasantly stuck.

LaLa Curse