To Kim...ill be with you one day!!

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By Lerato-Love •

Heavy Breathing, sweating, i push through the pain, emotional and physical, ill never feel the same! Ive given birth to a girl, that ill never get to hold, ill never get to touch, ill never see her grow! i wont get to see her cry or laugh, i wont get to hold her hand, i just dont think that any one could ever understand! is this punnishment for my wrong doings? is this the pain i have to endure? for being a little older than my days, for thinking i was clever, for doing my own thing? no one can tell me that time heals every pain, its been 3 years since i felt her, since i saw her pretty face, 3 years since i burried my daughter dead before she had taken her first breath! dont tell me that it'll go away, i cant take it any more!! i lost my life when she left me, and ill never get it back! but here in this world i have no chice but to stay! and live life day by day as if she was right with me... ill see her one day...thats all i can say!!

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January 24, 2006 17:40Faith

That's so sad... my mom is a doctor and just yesterday morning she delivered a baby, but when she went to check up on the mother & baby again at noon the baby had died. It was so sudden, and they don't know why, but sometimes these things happen. I pray that you find peace one day...

January 25, 2006 23:02Lerato-Love

yeah unfortuantelly thats the way things go some times....all we can do is accept and embrace...it happens every day!! thank you!!

January 28, 2006 17:16 ~~~~GLOSTARG~~~~

My nephew and his wife lost their baby which was 6 weeks old, she died of S.I.D.S (sudden infant death syndrome). This is a very sad thing to loose a baby! May God always be with you and anyone who has suffered this way!and as your last line of the poem reads,"ill see her one day...thats all i can say!!", this is something to look foreward to! God Bless You