Tonight is the night for us
I wait
Patiently setting the romantically lit table
I hear a soft knock at my front door
I walk gracefully trying not to soar
You greet me with a disinterested kiss
For me, you've ruined our night of bliss
I try even harder to please you
Jumping to your every call to see who
You really love
You quickly close your cell when I walk in
At this point I quickly begin
To assume that it's not me you want
But someone else who's got you flaunt(ing)
The rocawear you wear
The cologne that mesmerizes me
Wasn't bought to please me
As our dinner comes to a close
You begin to tug at my clothes
I begin to cry for lack of thought
And you slap me and say I ought
to be glad you even came
and that you were missing the game
I quickly flee up the steps in disgust
Guzzling down wine and stifling a cuss
You appear at my door with a gun in your hand
I quickly maneuver towards the window to stand
I weep silently awaiting your reaction
You lower the gun and come racing at me
I hug you passionately and reach for the phone
I can feel you smell and caress me as you moan
I take the gun out of your hand
I ask you why and want to know your plan
I love you, you say, but you know that I know
About what
That brother you got waiting at the ho
Tell me why you're doing this to me
I simply reply I hate you and I want you to hate me.
I shoot him.

LaLa Curse
12/4/05
Back into the Swing of Things: Vol. I