With Me Thinking Of Him

how many days must i hear his name how many times must i feel the same its not like ive got enough on my mind you gotta go and skip two in time this entire moment missing him every step of the way makes me feel better that im moving away away from this pain i feel and try to disquise every time i have to look in your eyes i see him standing there hes always in your head making me wonder why i even said what i said at the time i actually meant it and it was true every feeling i had was always for you shit came and went and the dice hit the fan i finally grew up and saw yeah i became a man now i can see what it was dragging on me now i can feel what it was thats breaking me but as i came to learn from all the bosses you gotta move on and cut your loses sever the ties that hold you to your knees and it hurts "oh baby no please" dont let it die makeing you cry have you sitting up at night wondering why maybe then i can tell you what it is that ive done while your with me thinking of him just for fun fuck it, why should i stay in this grave now its my time and its my life im gunna save soo here i am sitting here wondering why and whens the best time to tell you goodbye