how many days must i hear his name
how many times must i feel the same
its not like ive got enough on my mind
you gotta go and skip two in time
this entire moment missing him every step of the way
makes me feel better that im moving away
away from this pain i feel and try to disquise
every time i have to look in your eyes
i see him standing there hes always in your head
making me wonder why i even said what i said
at the time i actually meant it and it was true
every feeling i had was always for you
shit came and went and the dice hit the fan
i finally grew up and saw yeah i became a man
now i can see what it was dragging on me
now i can feel what it was thats breaking me
but as i came to learn from all the bosses
you gotta move on and cut your loses
sever the ties that hold you to your knees
and it hurts "oh baby no please"
dont let it die
makeing you cry
have you sitting up at night wondering why
maybe then i can tell you what it is that ive done
while your with me thinking of him just for fun
fuck it, why should i stay in this grave
now its my time and its my life im gunna save
soo here i am sitting here wondering why
and whens the best time to tell you goodbye