Staring at the phone, 
Waiting for you to call,
But you wont, you cant,
This is where I fall,
The thought that you wont be here,
To share in Christmas cheer,
The laughs, the love,
We don’t have through the year,
Is almost too hard to handle, 
Like a bullet to the brain,
I wish you could be here,
My thoughts drive me insane,
This Christmas I wont get to see you,
And I never will again,
You died without a reason,
You left my heart in pain.