Cease To Be

the hurt has piled up the past is forgotten i know ive done wrong theres nothing i can do ive messed up bad and over what? nothing at all theres nothing left at all its all gone im never going to get something back ive fucked up its true i dont know why i did i must be such a bitch i never think before i speak i say things that hurt others and why? because i have nothing else to do? because i didnt know the truth? because i cant seem to understand how i feel about it all? your revenge it worked i did cry i hope that gives you satisfaction it made me shake and my chest did break its never going to heal I never knew the truth till now about how i really feel but mistakes they make us see sense and realise what we have done im sorry i didnt know the damage that had won I dont know what to say im trying to go away so that you all are free and this bitch will cease to be