The love song on the radio wont go away
I want to turn the radio off
but even when i do
my head is filled with a thousand thoughts of u
Sometimes i wish dat i cud change the past
cos we grow up, we change n it happens so fast
we need a slow down button
a pause, a rewind
because all that happened yesterday is replayin in my mind
I see ur lips touch mine n i shiver
Because i dont wanna loose u, eventhough i already have
U mite not be gone, but we r growing apart
but no matter how much you drift away
theres always a place for u in my heart
Im sick of writin love songs
sick of crying myself to sleep
Because when i do finally drift off into my dreams
u wake me up, or so it seems
I see your face and i wake up in a pool of sweat
cos i dont want to wake up, not yet
My dreams are so much better, than real life
Because in my dreams im your wife
But then thats all they are, dreams
And they wont ever come true
no matter how many times i fall in love with u
It doesnt matter how much i cry
You have to spread your wings and fly
and it will take alot of time 
to accept u wont ever be fine, not again
because i caused u so much pain
I hate the fact i hurt you
the fact i made u cry
i wish i could apologise but i cant
and i dont know why
Leave me alone, i wanna be left here to die
because i deserve to
i dont deserve u
And i will understand when u walk away
even if u did say ur here to stay
I thought we wer forever
happily in love
huggin eachother, happy to be together
but u changed, and so did i 
and u freaked when u saw me with guys
i drove u insane
and i hated u bein around
because i no u had the power to sweep me off the ground
I no that u cud break my heart, but i knew u cud love me
too
its just a shame that i love u
Because if u dont love, then u dont get hurt
and im sorry i let u 
im sorry i hurt you back
but i didnt wanna loose you, not like that
But i guess the past is the past
and i cant change how i feel for u
i jus wish u cud forgive me for lovin u


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