leave me alone,stupid love song

The love song on the radio wont go away I want to turn the radio off but even when i do my head is filled with a thousand thoughts of u Sometimes i wish dat i cud change the past cos we grow up, we change n it happens so fast we need a slow down button a pause, a rewind because all that happened yesterday is replayin in my mind I see ur lips touch mine n i shiver Because i dont wanna loose u, eventhough i already have U mite not be gone, but we r growing apart but no matter how much you drift away theres always a place for u in my heart Im sick of writin love songs sick of crying myself to sleep Because when i do finally drift off into my dreams u wake me up, or so it seems I see your face and i wake up in a pool of sweat cos i dont want to wake up, not yet My dreams are so much better, than real life Because in my dreams im your wife But then thats all they are, dreams And they wont ever come true no matter how many times i fall in love with u It doesnt matter how much i cry You have to spread your wings and fly and it will take alot of time to accept u wont ever be fine, not again because i caused u so much pain I hate the fact i hurt you the fact i made u cry i wish i could apologise but i cant and i dont know why Leave me alone, i wanna be left here to die because i deserve to i dont deserve u And i will understand when u walk away even if u did say ur here to stay I thought we wer forever happily in love huggin eachother, happy to be together but u changed, and so did i and u freaked when u saw me with guys i drove u insane and i hated u bein around because i no u had the power to sweep me off the ground I no that u cud break my heart, but i knew u cud love me too its just a shame that i love u Because if u dont love, then u dont get hurt and im sorry i let u im sorry i hurt you back but i didnt wanna loose you, not like that But i guess the past is the past and i cant change how i feel for u i jus wish u cud forgive me for lovin u © copyright, RYDER CB X