2004-06-14 08:54:09 (GMT)

Surrounded by beasts dragging me down
To a world full of pain
No surprise
That’s their aim
To make me cry
They want me to change
Can’t they understand
That I live in shadows all my life
And always will
I wish I could change everything
I wish I could reach that far thing in the horizon
If I could grab a giant eraser
And rub everything out
Beginning with me
But I’m who I am

Just alone
Behind bars of my fears
Never get closer
Never touch the true me
‘cause its hard and painful 
You’ll get stuck in my tornado 
And will never get out, never
I should be far away
Run away
Be all alone
Tried to be alike
But I failed
And what I gained is this
Empty hands full of sadness
I’ve became tired and aware
From who crashes my loneliness

I want to feel safe from my foes
Who are turning my life upside down with no mercy  
Fear is building it’s self inside of me
Coldness is freezing my soul
Break the walls and tried to run so far
But I see my self going back to where I belong
Tried to get their
But I came back
Goodbye outside world
Hello shadows
This is what lonely is made of
Hated what’s out there
Feels better in here
Being all alone 




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