Being All Alone

2004-06-14 08:54:09 (GMT) Surrounded by beasts dragging me down To a world full of pain No surprise That’s their aim To make me cry They want me to change Can’t they understand That I live in shadows all my life And always will I wish I could change everything I wish I could reach that far thing in the horizon If I could grab a giant eraser And rub everything out Beginning with me But I’m who I am Just alone Behind bars of my fears Never get closer Never touch the true me ‘cause its hard and painful You’ll get stuck in my tornado And will never get out, never I should be far away Run away Be all alone Tried to be alike But I failed And what I gained is this Empty hands full of sadness I’ve became tired and aware From who crashes my loneliness I want to feel safe from my foes Who are turning my life upside down with no mercy Fear is building it’s self inside of me Coldness is freezing my soul Break the walls and tried to run so far But I see my self going back to where I belong Tried to get their But I came back Goodbye outside world Hello shadows This is what lonely is made of Hated what’s out there Feels better in here Being all alone N.B.