All the obstacles lie ahead of me,
Daring me to give them a try,
I don't know if I can clear these hurdles,
I'm storing my tears up to cry,
All I know is that it's going to be hard,
And I doubt my abilities,
How am I supposed keep from stumbling,
When I don't believe in me?
I admit it,
I'm scared,
I feel like surrendering,
I can hide it,
Until I break,
And then there's no escaping,
Trapped in this corner,
With no way out,
Where's the rope to pull me up?
Facing these challenges,
Cos I don't have a choice,
I refuse to call for help,
All my life I've been so naive,
Never thought things would be this way,
Didn't realise that it would be hard,
For me to make it through each day,
All the seconds that pass me by,
Dig me deeper into doubt,
And when I notice the tears on my face,
I don't know what they're about,
All I want,
All I need,
All I know,
All I achieve,
But I still,
Can't believe,
In me. |